“Sometimes I lose my mind…” ~Pillar

Pillar – Sometimes

I can’t stop thinking about it
I don’t like living without it
So please don’t take
So please don’t take
So please don’t take it away
So find another way

Things get so complicated
Frustration’s overrated
So please don’t take
So please don’t take
So please don’t take it away
There’s gotta be a better way
For to find our way around
But for now we’ll just have to say

Sometimes I lose my mind
And sometimes I don’t know why
And I don’t if I can find a way around
To work it out
Tonight

All of these weak reactions
All start with stupid actions
Somebody please take
Somebody please take
Somebody please take it away
So find another way

So long I’ve concentrated
Emotions overstated
So please don’t take
So please don’t take
So please don’t take it away
There’s gotta be a better way
For us to find our way around
But for we’ll just have to say

Things get so complicated
I’m frustrated there’s confusion in my head

Its times like these
That I need to stop and think
Make all of me
Start to fit the missing link

Down on my knees
It’s my mind that’s leaving me
God help me please
To make sense of this

All songs written by Pillar (c) 2006 River Oaks Music Company/Flicker USA Publishing/ Fireproof Music (BMI) except Fireproof (c) 2006 Flicker USA Publishing/Fireproof Music (BMI). All rights reserved. Used by permission.

Yeah, sometimes I lose my mind too. Kadang terlalu banyak kegiatan, kegiatan tanpa henti yang membuat otakku tidak bisa berhenti berpikir. Dan aku kehilangan damai internal itu. Damai yang menuntunku kepada akal sehat dan mewaraskan perilakuku.

Its times like these
That I need to stop and think

Aku maw berhenti sejenak dulu. Menikmati keheningan. Mundur ke lapis kedua dari dagingku.

Down on my knees
It’s my mind that’s leaving me
God help me please

Jiwaku bosan. Daging ini tak berhenti mengeluh. Menjalani kehidupan semu, aku masih tidur tapi terbangun.

Tiada jalan lain, kurasa sudah waktunya menyerah pada diri sendiri

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